PANIC!!!!

SO i nearly died the last time i wrote my last post...until didn't finish the story..

But now..I'm all no bruises and stronger. Even hikied for half an hour in the cold at Gentings just now...hmm...

THAT can only mean ONE thing!!!!!

I've gained weight and I'm stronger now -__-
I dare not get on the scale. But I know I have put on weight!!! oh God..panic!

PANIC!!!!

serious panic!
I pray I'm just sronger but without the weight gain! I hope with all my might!
If i squeeze my eyes shut tight enough and wish hard enough....do you think it is possible???

Strong at 44kgs!
Strong at 44kgs and less less lesssssssssssssss.

YES!