Thursday and Friday were absolute hell and pleasure all at the same time. Hell first then comes the pleasure.
But Saturday and Sunday was aroad of Pleasure and then Hell...pleasure first and the hell.
The days leading up to Thursday and Friday I was consuming so much pills I nearly puked and shit my insides out. But I woke up satisfied with the caved stomache I had staring back at me in the hard cold mirror. Nothing can bring that feeling of pure satisfaction. NOTHING!
Then Saturday and Sunday were good bacause I did not take the pils. I had Jeremy and food and good times with him. I even had good times with my colleagus and at KimBoon's wedding etc. I had KFC, the wedding lunch and Dominos in ONE day =)...Now I feel bloated and fat and bit expand-ed at the mid-driff. But was it worth while? Yes!
But Now I want to loose MORE weight than ever before....
is that mad? I hope not. Cause even though the weighing scales told me I was 45kgs that past two mornings of my caved in tummy, I sure don't look like a 45kg's to me. I sure don't!
I look as bad as a girl with 70 bloody heavy kg's on a small frame.
THAT you would call a fat ass sucker...and I look like one!
OH MAN!
DISASTEROUS!
.............................................................Pioowwwwwwwwwww*******
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